~ Proverbs 16:3 ~
Where or how do I start?
Hmmmmmm...I'll just write it...Ok...For about four years I have had a dream hidden in my heart.
The dream? To start a television show. You may be saying, "What? Are you kidding?" I know I say, "Just Kidding" a lot, but no, I'm not kidding...haahaahaa!
First, let me 'rewind' you to about 3 or 4 weeks ago. Ok...I was eating lunch at home in the afternoon. I was walking over to the refrigerator when at that moment I was reminded of the dream. As the dream was in the forefront of my mind; my heart revealed the agenda...to want 'notarity' more than the fervent desire to reach people for the glory of God. It drew me to a place of repentance. I remember saying something like this to the Lord, "Lord, I'm truly sorry for my heart which has revealed my true motives of desiring the dream to come to fruition." "Father, if this is not what you want, then take the desire from me."
Well, after that happened, I was at peace and left it alone.
Then, last week sometime I received an email from my dad, who sent me a forwarded email from a third party person asking my dad, "...do think Teresa would be interested in a weekly television program?" I remember gasping for air and laughing hysterically as I saw this email. I was saying, "What? God are you kidding?"
I replied back to my Dad to forward to the third person with the following email,
I'm laughing so hard right now..why? I'm committing this to the Lord, because this is something that has been on the inside of me for about four years, and I haven't shared it with anyone; except my husband and a few friends back in Michigan. One of them actually has a new television program in (skunkstv.com). And Dad, you know me...if I get something exciting, I want to share it with everyone....however, that reminder of Mary hiding those things in her heart really ministered to me when those 'dreams' were coming forth. I am realizing that many times we are not meant to share until God's appointed time..."
After sending my response over to my dad, he then sent it over to the recipient. The gentleman actually called me today and told me of a weekly television show that he wanted to bring to my attention. As we spoke, it was clear in my heart that it needed to happen; however, the only thing in the way of this coming to fruition were the finances. However, I know "with God ALL things are possible..." (Mark 10:27)
The weekly program would consist of an encouraging word from the Word of God in a teaching format, and would also include 'special' guests to appear on the program. Many topics I foresee of great interest will be on the topics of faith, walking in love while the 'scenery' is decaying with hate. Topics on children, teenagers, 'beauty' of the Lord versus the beauty of the world; being aware of offense and how to walk away from an offensive situation, without being wounded, and so much more.
I believe this is a now 'moment'. God is saying to "Go", and I am going to move forward whether it makes sense or not. Thank you again for your prayers...
Thank you for your time in reading the words on my heart revealed in my blog today. Please feel free to forward this on to whomever you are led to.
Please Note: The details are still coming together, so thank you for bearing with me as you may have some questions in regards to this.